Lost between lines

I look at my palm...and see the thin lines criss-crossing around...and I wonder....whether there is any truth in palmistry...whether these tiny lines are to rule and decide everything for me...my job,my career,my happiness...wealth..contentment..EVERYTHING!I sometimes...ask them to share their secrets with me...to give me a glimpse of what my future looks like....and they seem to smile wickedly at me and say...nothing at all:( I wonder about their heartlessness..in keeping me in such suspense!Is it not a thing to wonder that these lines are so different in each person's hands...I wonder who draws them!...imagine a fairy flying down...smilingly unclasping the closed palm of each unborn kid... and writing cryptic messages in fairy language!I touch the mount of venus(base of the thumb)...which is supposed to determine our love life...and wish I could see..whats in store for me in that department ;)I remember the lyrics of a hindi film song..
"Jab bhi thaama hai tera haath tho dekha hai,
log kehethe hai ke bas haath ki rekha hai...
hamne dekha hai do takdeeron ko judthe huve"
What mesmerizing words!oh!tell me dear lines..whom are u going to bind me with?But then,I also remember these sad lines.."rekhavon ka khel hai muqaddar,rekhavon se maath kha rahi ho! How disheartening to know that we are going to be beaten by these delicate lines sprawled on our own palms! that I guess is a very pessimistic way of looking at life..Few people believe that everything is destiny..but I guess its more like a divine master plan....call it the big picture if you like...but every human being in this world is given the will to decide what happens to him...if not the situations themselves...we can always decide how we tackle them :)So,there are a few people..who are not as talented..or skilled..but by their sheer will power conquer unknown worlds..and rule them!I watch the squares,the triangles,the islands(circular designs)...crosses.....my heart line.. like the half moon..curved...like a smug smile..I..feel that they are asking me to smile and live for the moment and let them take care of the future..and I guess thats the best way to lead one's life;).